The Laws Of Human Nature
I've just started reading the astoundingly profound chapter from C.S. Lewis' masterwork Mere Christianity.
I've just started reading the astoundingly profound chapter from C.S. Lewis' masterwork Mere Christianity.
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Not too long ago I finally finished reading the New Testament from cover to cover. I couldn't be more glad that I did, as now I have a much greater understanding of God's teachings in context. I intend to read it again in the not too distant future, but for now I am embarking on a slightly different text.
The Qur'an.
As a Christian, I do not believe it fair to simply dismiss the Qur'an as false and ignore it. I wish to investigate for myself. I've been praying and will continue to pray for God to keep my mind and my heart open to new things but to protect me from that which is untrue or misleading. The wording of this prayer I find to be most important seeing as The Qur'an and The Bible really do share a lot of ancestral connections. After all, they are speaking of the same God.
Throughout my study of this book I will be consulting my pastor and others concerning it's meaning and relation to The Bible.
Has anyone else here given it a look? What are your thoughts?
"Allah forbid you should have any daughters!"
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I was just having a conversation with my sister and I couldn't help but flashback to an old blog post I'd made concerning the pressure for our generation to apologize for the stolen generation. I found myself, yet again, with a perspective on something I could not satisfactorily justify.
The correlation between knowing what's going on with someone and not caring.
What's funny is that this seems like the sort of debate I'd engage Mutt with, me being on the other side of it. But strangely enough I was on the side of the guy who didn't seem to care. Allow me to explain.
I love virtually everybody. It's this vague, general love where I care about whether or not friends and strangers alike are alright and I wish to help them if they're feeling down or be there if something bad has happened. This is not artificial, this is genuine. Hell, it's why I get so angry when I see some random celebrity getting torn apart by the tabloids over something that's none of their business. So really, it's equally strong for strangers as it is for my friends and family.
However, one must believe that the difference of friendship and family warrants a deeper kind of love than that of the love towards a stranger. Operating under that presupposition... how does mine differ? I blogged not that long ago about wanting to know my friends, really know them, that I may shift my focus outside of myself. It turns out that this is much more difficult than I ever expected. I have been asking those around me what's going on in their lives and even been making great efforts to remember the details, but I keep forgetting them regardless.
I don't want to forget, but I do. On the other end of the spectrum I remember the intricate details of some film I didn't even like. I still truly treasure my friendships and care if they're happy, but I struggle very deeply with the ability to recall the events of their lives. To me, this suggests that on a subconscious level I deem these details to be unimportant to my friendships and rather place entire emphasis of my feelings, which are very fond. This also means, then, that on some level I deem the tiniest details of a film to be more useful to my future as a filmmaker that I might learn from them.
As logical as that seems within my own logic, it also seems... wrong. It doesn't feel wrong, but it seems wrong. I know I love those around me, that's not the problem. The problem appears to be that I have misinterpreted real love, and skewed it in a selfish fashion. One might even deduce that I love not for them, but for myself. I care about whether those around me are happy because I depend upon it for my own happiness. I need my immediate universe to be right in order for me to be too. If this is true, then the very instant I move out of my sheltered environment my entire world would fall apart.
A general feeling and care is not enough, I need to remember these details that I so easily dismiss and take actions that do not serve my direct interests. But, as has been noted, I seem unable to do so, even though I wish to.
I think I should purchase a little journal I can carry around with me. This sounds extreme, but I think it's necessary. It might be suggested that the key to recalling the important details is to change the heart's priorities, but I can say with absolute certainty that I can't do that. I wouldn't know where to start. So, instead, I shall act and enforce the habit rather than simply sit and think about how to want to remember.
I just wish I knew why this is so hard for me. I care, I really do, but due to the number of people who are disappointed by my lack of knowledge as to what's going on in their lives I clearly need to address this in some manner.
Sorry for this long and awfully candid post, but this is how I work best... I reason aloud. I don't care if nobody reads it, such would be hypocritical on my part. Just thinkin' aloud.
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ALL SHALL LOVE ME AND DESPAIR!!
"Serpentine pattern! SERPENTINE!!"
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